I have many goals or as I'm calling them "mountains” to
climb. I like this analogy, because if I want to accomplish my goals, I'm going
to have to climb to the top of the mountain. So many times, I just chill in the
middle of the mountain, not even trying to climb but stupidly staying in the
same place.
This happens in all facets of our lives, spiritually,
physically, mentally, etc.
A few weeks back, I wrote in my journal (which has been
missing my pencil these last few days - post about why we lose our routine to
come later) talking about some goals or "mountains" I'd like to
climb. I will go into more detail throughout the weeks, highlighting different
ones each week. But it's always nice to share and have some accountability.
I didn't want
to share them until I had started living them out, I wanted to already be on
the mountain and not just staring at it.
Without further ado, here are the mountains I must climb if
I ever want to see the other side.
Mountain #1 - Current Weight
- I've
struggled with this one for as long as I can remember. I've also been to
this mountain, tried to climb, failed, walked away, and pretended I never
experienced the whole fall.
- Now,
I know what you're saying, Lauren, "weight isn't important,"
"love the way you are," "we don't look at you
differently." Thankfully I'm not obese, nor does my weight show as
much as it should. But, I am at an uncomfortable weight. I'm overweight
and I know it. Let me address those three statements I just made:
i. "weight
isn't important" – false, weight is important. Size is what's not
important. Size should never make you feel inferior, bad, or big. But, your
weight tells you how healthy you are. But, weight isn't the real issue, it’s your
BMI! Get it checked to see where you are. Being in the obese and overweight
category is bad for your health and leads to so many complications.
ii. "love
the way you are" – I do love the way I am. But I want to love the “way I
am” twenty years from now!
iii. “we
don’t see you differently” – Whenever someone says that to me, I laugh because,
honestly I don’t care what others think. I live under the standards of a Higher
Being. Which leads me to my second statement.
- God
has told us our bodies are a temple.
Which means I
can’t be treating it like a dump. I haven’t always treated my body well,
inside or out, I’m a steward, and that means being responsible.
- God specifically has told me to get into gear. I’ve been called to the nations, so I should be able to function in all of them. Because I started getting into gear before I left for Cambodia, it was easier to walk long distances, but not all terrains are created equal.
Mountain #2: My blog – Ren Was Here
- This
has been another frequent topic of discussion on my blog. I go in spurts
of writing. Consistently one week, then I’m MIA for the rest of the month.
- This
is getting easier. I have over a month’s worth of material to work with.
I actually have filled out my calendar. It’s exciting. I really want to
get this blog off the ground.
- I
love writing, and one day I will write a book. Until then, I can share
what’s on my mind on this blog. I’ve come to the point that I’m writing whether
people read it or not. I use to be in it to “win it.” Gather as many
followers as fast as possible. But, that’s not what this blog is about.
It’s about my relationship with Jesus. I’m not ashamed of my faith and I
want the world to know! So I can encourage others and be open and honest!
- Goal –
Blog consistently.
Check out tomorrow for more mountains!
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